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~One-Way Ticket~





I can wash my hands of all the time spent looking at the stars,
Thinking about how I could never reach them,
The Earth loses some of its beauty everyday and we wonder why,

Shaking the foundation of something you thought would hold up,
When it doesn't you start to look for a new home,
It's where the heart is, I say, as my heart falls into the sky,

Even though it's cold up there and there's no air,
There's a world a hundred million miles away, waiting for me,
A place where I could no longer hear the voice of earth,

Her name is Mars and she's a drop of blood on a black canvas,
I'm in love with dreams of looking up and seeing red,
The unfathomed lying beneath me taking me with its winds and charm,

I've a one-way ticket to the delicate and intangible,
My one still-living absolute farewell,
All I've ever witnessed in a lifetime could not compare,

I want to be hers,
Driving to the heart of where the greatest comfort is uncertainty,
My one-way ticket will take me there and I won't ever look back in despair.






One-Way Ticket © NeuroticLust/Amanda P.
One-Way Ticket
I hope you like it, it's based on the one way trip to Mars NASA is planning. Leave a :+fav: and a comment if you enjoyed it. Thank you.
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~Soliton~





Young stars are dying,
We could see that they were so far but they felt so close,
Unstable, they lost their form and catastrophic explosions hurled them to parts unknown,

Every wish is a finger on the pulse,
An unwavering soliton,
Outside of the dimensions of existence as we know it,

Unable to reach the past or leave the present,
The unreachable never got in the way of the soliton,
A content sigh of an ever-growing galaxy,

They lived in a place where gravity never betrayed them,
Woke up to skies that were never the same,
Is this where we all go?

Light never seemed to fade, it has its own years,
Always dependent,
Even the moon can't light up the sky without the sun,

The resurgence of incandescent celestial bodies,
Immortality rode on the soliton and that star you've been watching for years,
By the time it got to you it was already gone.





Soliton © NeuroticLust/Amanda P.
I was taking a good look at my gallery yesterday and I paused for a moment and thought about why it is that I do what I do. I want to write things that capture the attention of those who had not expected to take the time for poetry. I want them to be drawn in by the first sentence and stay until they've reached the end. This work is defined as a balanced cross between romance and horror.  People will realize they have the ability to comprehend the horrors of life and the brutality of reality and turn it into something beautiful through art rather than internalize it.

Question everything.

Never settle for being told, "This is just how it is and it's never going to change." Or "This is how it should be." You must always ask why and look back on how the situation got to where it is. Sometimes, no one can answer why, because there is no reason. Know that the knowledge is worth it. My goal as an artist is to tap into your soul and strike the nerve that lets you know that you're alive. In the world that I create with many of these poems, horror is reality and romance is the silver lining to its dark cloud. Let me know how the experience went with a :+fav: and a comment.
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: The TV.
  • Reading: This text.
  • Watching: The computer screen.
  • Playing: Mind games.
  • Eating: My lover's intestines.
  • Drinking: Holy water.
~Waiting For The Beginning~





We have bodies that don't last long and minds that play tricks on us,
Sometimes the night calls and there's nobody home,
The space I occupy gets worried because there are no signs of life where there should be,
When the disappointment of others beat my resolve into submission,
I had a dream,
It was a kind of love that didn't break apart like ashes at the end of a cigarette,
While I was grieving I thought if I could find this I just might have something worth living for,
So I threw away the old to make room for the new (one of the hardest things I ever had to do),
Crawling away from where I am most vulnerable to look for what I don't know I am looking for,
I never learned to be alone and I'm afraid of the unknown,
I'd rather the empty room than see faces that scare me,
Intruders can't come in,

You will be beautiful,
I'll take your wings and know the freedom of flight,
You will show me what it's like to feel the ease of pain,
It will always be,
Even after we've been embraced by closed eyes,
There will be that moment where I know that I've made it.






Waiting For The Beginning © NeuroticLust/Amanda P.
Waiting For The Beginning
Everything that I'm feeling, I'm laying it all out right here. I hope you enjoy this, leave a :+fav: and a comment, it really makes a difference.
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All the people I feared in the beginning, turned out to be good, 
and all the people I thought I could trust, turned out to hurt me the most.
Everyone I have on that old friends list is a friend but most of the time when I'm down, they're not there.
I have a few people right here that I'm grateful for because everyone needs someone,
even the people who won't admit it.
All the people I feared in the beginning, turned out to be good, 
and all the people I thought I could trust, turned out to hurt me the most.
Everyone I have on that old friends list is a friend but most of the time when I'm down, they're not there.
I have a few people right here that I'm grateful for because everyone needs someone,
even the people who won't admit it.

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MARCO-E Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015
thank you !
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you're welcome!
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MARCO-E Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015
:)
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MARCO-E Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2015
and thank you more
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My pleasure :rose:
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MARCO-E Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2015
:)
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MARCO-E Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2015
Thank you
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NeuroticLust Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome, dear friend.
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MARCO-E Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2015
:) (Smile) 
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MARCO-E Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2015
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! 
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